Saturday, August 8
what should i write here?
Hey guys.... miss you readers so much...( although i think nobody is reading it) haha btw life's a rush.. national day failed to badly. dun feel like talking about it, all the freaky images just appear in my mind. met up with mr khai to talk and chat crap. complained about that act pro perfectionist and that big sized guy.... shit them. Haha, promised mr khai to help him in his company after i graduated. at least earned some money by doing events. Maybe making sound as my passion while still pursuing my business course. (hopefully) Life's just being cruel. But today's chat really shook me hard. Life's a battlefield. While you win, you faced loss. and when you win the sacrifice is very big. It really make me think that person X and Y to stop fiting. After spending my night for Person X displaying his negative attitude whole day. Haiiz.
This few days when enter the library aka ex innospace. it just shakes old images of us playing. Hmmmm just missed the times together. You can put 1000 zillion cameras but that room is still the awesome. Haha... kay guys going to sleep, bye bye...
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 23:00;
Sunday, July 26
Long awaited post
Okay guys... Im gonna blog even though im sick and still going out... The feeling of sick is so terrible.... Everything i eat is so tasteless... damn... i want my Polar Tuna Puff :( I miss my Polar Puffs :(... Sads... MC until this coming tuesday... My fever went up to 40 degrees ytd... came back down to 37.... preparing to go watch harry potter.... Blogging to make times pass... Going to buy TSGS #19... Long awaited book... Studies is kinda poor liao... my money draining like sink water...haiiz.... going out liao... byes
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 11:41;
Thursday, July 16
Bored
Heyhey, guys, life been busy now a days with more and more people sort of i call bully la... lulz :( you know the part where they goes the sexy tone of yi xian, i noe impending trouble, RUN!!! especially BK la... Anyway been busy mapling the whole holiday, playing maple and skipping my homework. My ex-assasin is now a hermit which i like pause for a while... crazy, imagine if you chiong like 8am -10pm... (with lunch and toilet break, obviously, if not i wont be blogging.) Life's been cruel to me, things was just a rush. I really hope to start working my way back.. Just like how the lost sheep was found out of the 100 sheeps... Studies okay lar, but mostly is that havent fail but going to.... On a losing verge le.... haiiz, this blog holds too much sad memory just like the previous one i had.... How she broke up with me, but that was EX, I repeat EX!! Tmr got e-maths test, which i am so not confident in especially a maths logarithms, darn sian.... dun even understand ms agnes teaching.... haiiz. Okay, i will blog asap or even have time to go... Bye
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 18:44;
Thursday, May 28
Disaster
Today im so in a deep shit hole. Endangering my Leadership Post. What The?!?! You all might be wondering. Just because two incident, it cause a big fire. Im dam shit la now.... just now meeting felt like crying. I've served so long now they just want to kick me out. I even sacrificed my gaming time for her and yet she just kick me in the butt. I really don't understand. It really makes me wonder if i even exist. My contributions are just forgotten. I really wish to change but do you all even allow me a chance to re-do. I really want a forgiveness, I knew that it was my mistake... and yada yada........ But, Haiiz, guess if that's the end, it ends surely but sadly. this is just not my desired ending. Neither be a quitter nor a person who suffers. I really want to be friends back with you all, catch up with you all, play with you all, i just need a chance, I really want to change. Give me one chance, and i will change. I really need to think hard for 1 month, THINK, Give up or not? Quit or Suffer?
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 19:04;
Wednesday, May 27
Total Disaster.....
This week is just a total disaster for me. Can any weeks get any worse than i am having now.... Argue with friends, broke out with friends, storming off during a meeting. Haiiz... just because of 1 incident, it cause my whole week to crumble and fall. Sometimes i really wish to just die in a hole or what so ever. It is so tiring to be me,
TO: Weiling (If you are still reading this)
I'm terribly sorry, please forgive me, i did not go into further investigation and just blame you for it. I apologise for my deed.
Anyway, this week is a total rush for me. I keep saying to myself "Holidays are coming, Hang on, i can do it." but i kept getting crumbled and fall just like a statue, doomed to crumble. Haiiz.... i really wish to come back as friends (you know who you are) I kept telling myself" i hate being called SALTY.... Mountain, okay lor call all you wan, Touching okay, no problem, calling my salty, UNFORGIVABLE...Remember a incident where i almost beat someone up in primary school for calling me salty. My friend stopped my punch, lucky him if not tio disicipline case. Hmmm... dam tired now, coming back on maple, which is dam boring, bo motivation. Okay bah, this post is for those who requesting me to update. Byez
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:53;
Wednesday, May 20
Lethargic Day
Start off with some rants:
I'm so dissapointed in you. Ever since you ask us to stop planning the camp. I lost all my trust towards you. Giving us empty promises and giving air talks
Air talks are the worst and in my Penalty Book, IS DEATH! If we had finish what we had to, there wouldn't be today at all. HIM2 was right, you are just a coordinator, WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH? I am so DISSAPOINTED
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Although today was the last day of exams. I am not happy at all. I feel so lethargic. Every Year, i would look forward to the holidays but this year im not. DUE TO HIM. Seriously lah, If we had done what we had to, We wouldn't let our asses burned by Flamethrowers. You only protect yours and not ours. SAD!! Anyway, stop the ranting already. "NO, Im Trying but I CANT" Try Harder " I gave my 101% stopping" STOP!!!! "OKAY!"
LOL, just some randomness. Anyway, Geography was ok... can pass can le. Then Maths Paper 2. Ms Shen never teach 1 part, LIAOZ...... Forgive and Forget, let it be a lesson. And im so dissapointed in Fizziks. TERMINAL VELOCITY and i forgotten. Man...i suck.... Anyway, Glad that exams are over. MY PLAN WAS Disrupted. Due to you know who who stop us from planning. If not i could have went to watch movie. SIANZ....!!! Tmr still need go school. CURSE HIM lah, stop us from planning. KNS.... Anyway ending here, feeling so down now....
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 18:07;
Sunday, May 17
FUN Yet Tiring
Hello Humans, I'm Back. Let's Start off with Saturday
Saturday was a fun and fruitful day. Church Had Ball Games. Haha, We won the 2nd place. Yea!! It was very fun playing together, sharing the love with Other members. Haha!! Thank God, For the fruitful weather he provide us on saturday. It was sunny yet windy. Anyway, I met Yee Hern for lunch at KFC. Then we reach labrador park at 3.30pm Started playing some ice-breakers. Then the Tournament Started. Everyone showed their best. But we still overcome the obstacles and got in 2nd. HAHA!! Then Dinner at Subway. Talked about gaming and addictions. Wow, fruitful topic for me though. Went home and slept. I MISSED THE TIME WHERE MY FAMILY DRANK VODKA WITHOUT ME. As i was sleeping, my sister tried calling me awake but fruitless. Sian, i thought i could drink. Yea maybe after exams. haha.
Sunday which was today was the first in my year to go Service. Woke up at 7+ and reached church at 8++. Kinda late because i reached harbourfront at 8.45. I thought im gonna be late but though i reached on time. haha. Sang some praise and Sermon was about Praying to Idols. The first sermon which i could successfully understand. Haha, always cannot understand de. :) A Fruitful Sermon. Then the Youth Praise Time then study about Caleb (one of the Twelve Spies sent to Spy on Cannan) Knew more about him. Then Alexandra Road for Bak Kut Teh. Awesome+All.!!! Then Homed, Brandon is so fast in R.C lah!!! Ytd see him 27k now 32k Wa Laoz!!
"Man...I Blast my BILL for Wi-Fi. How stupid am i, So gonna Get Grounded with a $382 handphone bill"
Crap, I learn to use my phone properly.....
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 19:06;