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Wednesday, January 28
Very dissapointing day

Today was a day i never would want to happen again, unknowingly,Media Club is fighting a war with mr teo and ms goh. Bet you all peeps didn't know. I was so unknowingly dragged in. Let me do some description.

Today was the CCA Leaders talk, supposingly i should go but i am super tired, the war almost drained all my energy talking to mr teo. I went to see mr teo as i was not able to go for the CCA leaders talk. Then he started to talk all the crap and say i about i using handphone during events. As our walkie talkie broke down, we had to use handphone then say was all the shit and craps. He still want to blame Mr Khai. . I HATE HIM, Still say want to confiscate our handphone. I HATE HIM!!!!


我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 16:33;

Sunday, January 25
Some Recaps

Haha, decided to do some recaps for no reason, cause im waiting for my steamboat dinner with my family.
I remember, first day of PE, After measuring our height and weight,
im going at 1.72m and 86 kg ( after new year sure grow to 89-90kg)
Then after that BK came to our area and said " MA DE, i 89 kg." waaaa, i lighter than BK, haha, now at least not like last year bk keep bullying me.

Then 2 weeks later (should be), single photograph taking, i prepared to take off my specs to take photo but Kai Jie and Siva told me "wear your specs lah" like i look ugly without my specs, actually that should be my first time wearing specs to take my photograph, i wonder how it looks like, haha.

Im like so pissed off, argued with my bro again, he is such a demanding person, i hate him. I dunno why i must share room with him, he suck big time. Like everyone must do his way and no 2nd way. So pissed off.

Tmr is CNY Day 1, I like day 1 because most ah pow on that day. but got Church Service sianz.
Anyway going to steamboat, bye World :)


我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 18:09;

Saturday, January 24
Fuck you "Media"

Read my tagboard today, some freaking media person spammed my tagboard, so fuck off.
CNY Rehearsal Is so failed, It only showed some light during the real performance,
i was so like dunno what to do and dun wan to do mood
im like so fucked up during the rehearsal, i bet i dropped quite a few hairs,
i was like under big stress,
I was like backstage-phobia, i hate backstage, its so freaking hot.
And big thing during the real performance, walkie talkie broke down, we used our handphone.
faggot, teacher nearly confiscated my phone.mannn.,......can my day get any better than this.
i was like under stress, and have the feeling that, i do not want to do backstage anymore.
Worse of all, A "you-know who" dun wan to do backstage,keep pushing to me untill i got fucked up and did once more backstage. Haiiz, seriously can my day get any worse than this.

Then after CNY performance, during a maths, seriously got fucked badly, i was like dun understand wad teacher teaching, im so like gonna perservere, if not if i dropped my a maths, i am like left 5 o level subjects. So fucked up



To the fucking "Media" : its not up to you to judge SK Infocomm Club, SO fuck off my blog, this is not a SK infocomm club blog,so freaking GTFO of my blog., CNY rehearsal Fail so wad, dun think i dunno who you are i just dun wan to tell, so fuck off. Its not up to you to judge us. and btw, if the you know who is referring to me, just stfu, i noe better than you then what's happening


我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 10:45;

Wednesday, January 21
Birthday Boy

Today me Birthday Boy.
Morning Wake up see got cake on the table,
Thought is someone else de!! but i also don't think that its mine.
Go to school, managed to hide my birthday boy identity till chinese lesson
Told BK, BK told Wendy,Wendy told jiajun but still no birthday song
After Chinese, CD lesson told YH, YH told Mavis,Mavis told mdm koh, this time got birthday song
HAHA, its been so long i've heard birthday song.
Kenna punished never bring CME file, write 300 word reflection Piang,Managed to complete in time.
After school go innospace, saw BK and HY on the way, wanted to treat me at kopitiam, but at least i got a drink treat from CR,BK and HY. HAHA....

Hate my brother, had a arugment went him yesterday, HATE HIM FUCK HIM


我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 15:34;

Tuesday, January 20
The Sweetest Day

Hellox Peeps..!! I suddenly felt that i and sin hui became more closer than usual, i still remember the days in 2E4, we were like arch-enemies fighting and arguing everyday. Maybe its because the camp that pull us together. Writing this post in my CCA room. Today morning, i went to raffles hospital for my x ray scan. Result was Bone Fracture.....



JK la..... I remember i told sin hui in class just now No Fracture, but i dunno why she heard untill Bone Fracture. I was lol-ed(no offense to sin hui). HAHA Later got CNY rehearsal. Sianz, hate this event. I WANT TO SLEEP


我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 13:11;

Saturday, January 17
Day 3

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Last Post 3/3

Day 3: Super SUAY....So suay untill i dun wan to say... Morning woke up at about 6.50, SO Energetic. HAHA, this does not last long. In a turn of eye, It was our 1st activity which is the most fatal. Not knowing the incoming accident coming to me. It was Challenge Village. Another kind of Obstacle Course. 1st Obstacle was Cargo Net. With the help of the 2nd chance and the pole with people like Zhong Xuan, Kai Jie,Yan Heng, Hafifi and quite a people especially Instructor Joyah, i crossed over. Must thank them. Next Obstacle is the super difficult. 1st time climbed up, super scary. Drained all my energy, tio tyre burn on my hand, Red Red patch. 2nd time go up is the most fatal. At the most curcial moment of climbing up the 4th row of tyre, i fell down. Okay Serious, I FELL DOWN....Landed on my back then hit my head hard. Lucky Hafifi supported a bit of the injury if not i may not be here, probably Malaysia Hospital or in singapore Hospital. Luckily Ms Neo was nearby then i recuperate at the nearest shelter near the rafting area controlling the pain and emotion, i should not cry. After the class done their challenge slide. i was given a 3 cheers, goes like this
3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for yi xian
HIP HIP HOORAY HIP HIP HOORAY

Thanks fellow 3e3, really thanks everyone for encouraging me and concerning me even though on friday morning. I am glad that even up till now kai jie and sin hui still showing concern. i really want to thank everyone. Especially Mdm Koh, who showed concern for me, cared for me, brought me to the doctor, caring for me even in the night. Im really touched. Also i want to thanks mavis who told the teacher about my headache before the campfire. Im really touched thanks to the whole class.
Then during the afternoon, felt much better, went to see the doctor. the doctor say wad errrr....Soft Tissue Injury. i also dunno wad is that. went back to the campsite, took a bath then a nap before the campfire. Joined my class before the time i was suppose to wake up. After dinner, my headache felt more worse, thanks to Mavis who told the teacher. Im really touched that everyone is showing concern to me. T.T I decided to sleep early when group 4 came in and that stupid boon kiat want to hug me, i pushed him away....Haiiz, what a sad day...
And thanks Mdm Koh


我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 19:19;

All about Day 2

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Day 2: I woke up at about 4++, when i heard the rooster Kok Kok Kok Kok(the rooster wake people up de sound). I tot it was 6 plus so i woke up yet i see the time, Faggot. 4 ++ Nia. WTF. By 6.30 Everyone woke up complaining and cursing the stupid rooster saying" WTF that chicken, Hope he get roasted and eaten up). (even though the meeting time was 7.20) 2nd day came, 1st activity was Race Against Time, We competed against our own class(our class was split into 2 groups, 3&4). Race against time is obstacle course based . 1st few was like so easy. But i sensed that it was like NS Obstacle Course.
The group that has the fastest team wins the game
1st Obstacle: Walking on Bricks,Easy peasy
2nd Obstacle: Crawling through 3 tunnels,Average Difficulty
3rd Obstacle: Walking through two tyres ,Easy peasy
4th Obstacle: Walking on tiles (Break one tile +30 seconds) ,Easy peasy
5th Obstacle: Running around two poles ,Easy Peasy
6th Obstacle: Crawling on the back on SAND, Average Difficulty(Super Dirty on the back
7th Obstacle: Commander Crawl through Muddy Water( NS dun have muddy water only dirty sand ) Average Difficulty
8th Obstacle: Walking into the water(Super Muddy) and climing Up. Super Difficult for me(Im Phat,k?)
Last Obstacle: Spider Web, crawling without touching the rope(touch the rope plus ten seconds)

Our team timing was 11min 48 Seconds +2 Mins(Touching the rope means touch 12 times)
The opponent timing 11 min 47 Seconds +3 mins (touching the rope 18 times)
Whole Class Timing 16 min++ + 4mins. LOL
After this We had Back Woods Man Cooking( i tot it was in the jungle cooking, but it actually was those donkeys year back,how people cook) . We had
Sweet banana: Mashed the banana then add sugar then go roast(must wrapped with aluminium foil)
Orange Flavoured Eggs: Clear the orange flesh. Pour the egg into the orange skin , wrap with aluminium foil then go roast.
Jungle Dounaghts: Add flour with water, Pick twig must wash with water. dip the twigs and make the watery flour stick on the twigs and go roast near the fire.(like mashmellow)
Tasted Nice Mdm koh say "Waaaa Next time got Class BBQ, must have all this dishes" (Few good ideas for next time MSC BBQ) After cooking we had lunch then waterfall trekking
(Remember the 1st post when i said i would mention about the straight path in the jungle)
That straight path is full of land no water but a lot steep slope Then after reaching the waterfall still need climb hill Piang Fell on the butt about 2-3 times..haiiz suay.... Reach the Campsite ate dinner then another hiking, Night Hike. I felt so scared that i was the first man...sian near the ending no rope super scared. Almost cried. Back at the campsite i felt more relaxed and went to sleep straight

End of Post 2/3


我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 11:39;

Review on my latest School Camp

What can i say about my Latest School Camp? Super Mixed-Feeling. Maybe i give a brief description on what happen each day
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1/3(3 posts, This is just the first one)
Day 1: The starting of the camp, The living condition is the super Kampong Style. The Toilet must manual flush(use water go flush the toilet) Srsly Sarimbun Scout Camp is better than this year's camp. Then 1st day we had outdoor cooking already. At least its not maggi noodle, we were given rice,macoroni,soya sauce, pepper, eggs,vegetable, chicken(i wish there was flour if not we can mix flour with the water and make the real thing fried chicken, haha) in the end we decided to deep fry the chicken, cook the macoroni and fry the egg in a mestin and the canned sardine(extra one.)
Anyway,only 2/4 of the items are good, the chicken which ended up snatching within our group(shared with the trainers of cos) The sardine was ONLY Good(average lah). The macoroni was not cooked properly cos they never soak in water before boiling( Tip: Dry Macoroni must seaved with water first then boil in water.) anyway lucky never tio stomachache can le. After our outdoor cooking, we had water treking. At first i tot is in the water we trek around,guess i was wrong. I was wondering are going in to the jungle as the way we walking to our starting point was near the jungle. I was right, it was in the jungle. the term water trekking means walking in the water. In the jungle, there was a forked road, The path that went straight(discuss this in day 2) and a way down. For water trekking, we went down(Warning:Steep Slope,Leeches,Bee Hives,Wild Boar and everything nice, Wait!! Do i sound like PowerPuff Girls?) That was part of the trail. Felt Hurt when mavis fell, when we were end of trail, a car brought mavis back(Poor Mavis). At night was a leadership talk by Azlan(our Camp Chief, He rocked). Then i went to care about mavis, knew that she was alright can le. Yet i didn't noe i will be the 3rd one to get injured(dicuss this in the third post)

End of 1/3


我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 10:56;

Monday, January 12
QUIZ

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Commitment

Even though it may not always seem like it, deep down you are afraid of being committed to anything serious. You love the feeling of being carefree and not having anything tying you down. You're afraid that someone or something that may tie you down in life, will keep you from reaching other goals. You may also be afraid of getting hurt. You need to open yourself up more to possibilities and realize that sometimes it's good to be committed to something that you really care about. Just because you're an independent, free-spirited person doesn't mean that being committed to anything is going to change who you are.

Disappointment
Looked down on
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Death
Losing Someone
What is your True Fear?
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我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 14:41;

Pre Camp Day

Alright, Tmr is the camp. Beginning, i didn't wanted to go as i fell really sick last friday, recurrant Headaches and serious coughing. Went to sleep early. Saturday felt better, but still sick with headache. decided that either go to the camp faint then come back or dun go ask for MC from doctor but i still decided to go...Now im still putting all the clothes inside my baggy which is already big...bringing 7 t shirts for a 4day camp so LOL the school.... Guess i will stop here too tired to continue today kenna toture by Raj Freak so tired


我觉得很累,我从来没那么累过! 我应不应该放齐,谁能给我开一条新路?, 14:21;

Saturday, January 10
2009

15..16...17...............25 days.....its been 25 days since i last blogged...sorry for being so inactive. I was playing HarukiMS with 9999x rates, Free to join, Link: harukims.info

Back to Blogging, Yesterday was CCA Carnival, I and clement was like snatching the mic to pull "customers" ok i call it customers. but its actually the sec 1's seeing our CCA Booth... Told edmund to use the mic to tok dun wan but i managa to shout at him say"Edmund,YOU WANT TO USE A NOT, BAND CAN PWN UR VOICE LEHX." finally he used it. After the carnival, i went to "Nua" inside innospace actually almost to the end of the cca carnival, i am sitting inside innospace watching anime..hahax. anyways Mr teo promised me and clement that we will be taking the highest roles(President And VP) But i dunnoe if i am ready for that lap!! i was always so humble that saying"aiya sure not me de leh, so many people better than me" but i still cant believe that i am taking a big position. Anyways, I felt so sick yesterday nite, i had a splitting headache and went to sleep at about 8pm, then this morning wake up felt even worse went to see doctor @ 8am in the morning, doctor diagnose it with Flu Virus. i was like lol, flu virus i wonder the virus stayed in my body how long...came back home ate my medicine still feeling headaches and coughing. Feeling better now so decided to blog haha... Anyway bye peeps, monday gonna be a worse day of all..Mr Raj is our PE teacher. Faggot that black man totureress...wtf sure run 2.4km on monday then tuesday to friday is Camp. Not writing this few days, so bye peeps


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