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Sometimes, life is hard and they are always not true to themself....they hide their emotion just like me. i love to keep quiet but sometimes i complain to myself, i dun have true friends ever since pri 6, the gang of 5, i do not have 1 single true frens. people who get close me like a few certain person all because of food, so that he can snatch my food. I srsly think dunno what is going on. I really dun have any idea what is wrong with me. I am like so super bossy every since last year when i first step up as a committee. I know many hate me, i am truly aware of that. They dun like me bacause of my attitude. I know i have an attitude problem. I am so super bossy just like cao cao in red cliff 2. I go to a place with hearts in full and someone will help me pour away the fullness of my heart. i really can't understand. I need advice after seeking andy, i really what to know before i truly step up, what is wrong with me. I really can't understand what is the problem. I really want to change myself.

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 11:13;

Sometimes, life can make you like so WTF.....Life is like so boring, everytime is either you bully people or people bully you...i was like called "Mountain" out of the ****ing rusuell mind, which has nothing good in his head. I was like so "Ma De" But most of the time, i am seating elsewhere and he has noone to target on. But when i change place, That ****ing Unable to grow up, mindfreak larry kept disturbing me. Through his Art of Larry-KungFu Style missing for more than 1000 books and who knows it resurface again on earth
1st Chapter: Talking Non-Stop
It kills off almost all ur HP. Like more than 11/12 of the HP

2nd Chapter: Kicking my chair
This is the like most killer move, cos it makes u distracted from the teachers and makes u angry

3rd and last Chapter: Poking me at the back with his Uber Zampakutou.........................A highlighter.....
Seriously, This is The REAL BANKAI KILLER MOVE....

Opps too much anime for me. Back to topic.... He did the act and didn't have the guts to admit he is in the wrong. But not like i got into 3E4 and 3E5.... 3e4 got theft 3E5 got bullies...I worry ke tat, he is like me but in the sec 2 level. With The doggy sean and Faiz, Nothing goes right, Saw them smoking in camp.Haiiz Dogs do no smoke, they die at smoke. I wonder how did he survive,Dun tell me its the power of the dog (refer to jackie chan adventures) Power of the dog....Immortality. Haha,pwnz.... Nvm, Today is like so breeze. Geog first, mdm tami with her beautiful scream or "Yes, Sweetheat" or "Yes,Dear" Wow....goosebumps....E-Maths next, wow ms shen decided to start a new topic.....chapter 3 on this linear inequalities....Wow i got so like WTF up.....This is not the killer....A-Maths was.....It was this Chapter 2.3 with the dunno wad sketching of graph,,Piangz.....i got like huhs? Huhs? Wah lao eh?......i was like lol-ed i dunno how to do...with a new integrated Completing the Square...which i never see before de method....then recess....lucky i left at bell....Mrs tan went to settle fighting case so left class early...Lucky...if not i would be like Oh SHIT.....im so gonna fail chapter 2 test.....Then Reces, didn't have appetite but managed to eat some wantons...i love stall 4 wantons which is only avaliable on friday....i really wish friday was everyday....After recess, got SS test, managed to answer the SEQ but dunno how much..... after school went to see mr khai, clement was there and so is ms neo. Went to see her, she was like nagging at us. Because of larry and eddie (if see ur name here please do not be scared) we need to help clear the mess, seriously, i really hope the club has some responsibilty and sensibility. They do not listen to me.Anyone have ideas please leave a tag ty.....









I'm so like not going to trust "him" again, expected result after reading his friends blog...i was like expected that day to come....Why am i being criticized? What have i done? What i did was maybe a little disrespectful ....I feel very heavy in heart. I decided from this post onwards.... I'm willing to hear what you have to say....I am willing to learn from my mistake...What i need is just 1 MORE CHANCE, just this once. I really seek your forgiveness...

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 18:29;

Haiiz, indeed im crazy. Doing this while mr khai is teaching the members. I'm like finally decided to tell mr teo about the matter. I was like should i tell a not or should i keep it mum about it. I decided to say, Shit..Let's tell it, count one step at a time . Let's see what is the after result. Today is like super boring. CT AND MORE CT. I was like ruined, i never even study last night writing like a 1000 word reflection to mr teo about the complaint. I spent at least 1 hour on that stupid e-mail. I find it meaningless for this as HE IS LIKE SO OUTDATED and is like Clothes thrown inside a storeroom to make way for new clothes. Hmmmm what can i say about him. He is childlish and thinks he is the greatest and that noone can ever take over him as his Retired "President"....His working style sux....He is never the greatest and never the best. At least someone will eventually or should i say he is being taken over already. He only knows how to drill people and never letting anyone to drill him. Listen up : He is so not the greatest and not the best.End here HE IS SO NOT GREAT IN MY EYES, Thinks rumours are truths. HE HAS RETIRED...

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 16:27;

Probably, you all will think i am crazy. This few days facing much stress, be it studies or CCA. Just the CCA can cause headaches and many more syptoms. After getting that certain person scolding me, i was like Damn, Those bitches and bastards do not know what is TRUTH. They suck at truth. What they know can never be the truth cause they do not understand what we are facing. We are not fiting with mr teo. Mr teo is a nice guy, i am just at my volcano limit when scold that word. I've truly regretted why i have done that. Since i know that i must talk it out, probably that certain person is gonna get screwed or maybe mr teo may protect them. I'm so in a delima. I do not know what to do, where to go. I suddenly lost the will of life. What I've Done has cause so many harms. It all began from me, but do they need to scold me. I was like So Damn Pissed at his post. Mr Khai told me to dun care. But i do not think so, at some point of your life, things cannot be dunc are or just happy go lucky. I'm so like do not know what to do. But probably, mr teo has the rights to know. Apprently, this is call slandering, i never offend that certain person yet he came to scold me. Does he even have the rights to do so. I'm so like pissed!!

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:25;

Still feeling moody this few days. Saw that Freaking Guy who scolded me yesterday still can down there give faces act cool. Shouldn't have told bronson about it. Expected bronson would tell that freaking person. Seriously, i wan a public apologise to me. This no shame guy. Hate him forever.i told joanne that soon, you will see what happen to her would repeat this year. Both hating the same person. She sucks. Freak her man.........Must'nt let this affect my common test. Common Test coming right up. Must stay cool and not fail this tests. After common test, im so gonna talk to mr teo about this. I believe he have the right to know this matter.Untill then i must go and study

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 09:32;

Today also another straight forward day. Starting was chemistry, also pretty bores. Seriously revising something that you learnt a little bit in lower secondary all the crystallization, filtration,distillation,choromatography. Seriously Super draggy. Then MT, That Bitch is like so ******************(Dunno what vulgarity is this, but i want make it longer.)... Then EL came. Fucked badly. She was like scolding the whole class for not being attentive. Understanded the importantance of english. Then recess, ate very fast and darren say,"Shen de, chi ne me kuai" I was like lol-ed. i eat very fast then jing sheng came and said "chey wo ke yi bi ta chi gen kuai" i also lol-ed. Then Freak A-Maths. Gone through 2.1 all the alpha and beta. Sianz....Then fizziks test. scored 14/15. HAHA i pwned.....WTF.......Then NE lesson, made postcard on "what will you defend?" Was the first to finish and mdm koh say i well done and gave me a pen. LOL....Pen Nia, i hoped for PSP.lolz.....After school talked to mr teo, Want us discuss on How to make the club more lively? The club is so dead. Freak.......

Dunno what word again. But clement wanted to stay back, mr khai say 30 mins then come back sianz....clement say dun wan wait then go home. Waiting for clement to online then i can discuss with him. Anyway till then, GoodBye
Super Angry:
Seriously, i really cant imagine, think i cannot find after changing, still wan say people bad mouthing people. Who is bad mouthing. people stress, ur prob? So what if i never listen to you, i got my working style, you got ur own, why care other people. want to keep the room got prob issit, say people no balls, people got say u a not. Never say you, want to argue so much. The club change from whatever you did, your prob. Say mr teo good guy, i kept quiet, i was only angry with him over certain issue. What's the problem? Say people balls small think urs very big ah. My fault for writing wrongly. But i and that certain person wants to fight for the room. We want to keep the room cannot ah. Mr teo also dun wan fight. Fight war is verbal war, verbal buy gun offence la dey. I say Fuck Nia, Got prob issit. Dun tell me u never say before. I'm Unhappy with you can a not! Say on your blog, think i cannot read issit.!! Hate You, Since the day we met, we are born to be enemies. I never like your working style. Got problem, write blog, stress ur prob?....Wake up wad idea, think you very great ah. Pile of Shit....

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 15:49;

Facing Much Stress This few days, Supposed to help my teacher do the bloggy thing but never, sometimes, i really hate my ownself. I don't respect myself and yet want people to respect me. Especially Eddie Wong is not listening to his senior's words, say wad " Wo bu ting ni de leh,Yao Ni Guan" Then im like so pissed off and just keep silence. All I want to do is to minimise the sound in General Office, Constantly recieving conplaints. I am like now at the top of my volcano. Argued with my bro yet again. He made me realise all along, im the one in the wrong. Whatever i do, is always a mistake. I hate myself, Seriously, at least i want to do something that outshines my previous records, let me earn something for myself, Let me have a chance to do something for Infocomm Club @SKSS. Seriously, I really Hate mr teo for not planning well, at least do some discussion with us instead of straight away ask us a agree to something so reluctantly. Whatever i do is always rejected by him, A simple change have to like send in black and white to the boss. Seriously, This is not my kind, I dun like this life. I am like super tired and stressed out. What can i do to be less bossy. Im like so not a good leader. To lead is to care, I care for the members yet i dun get at least 20% of respect, All i want is a club that respect each other and self. I dun wan any "Sick of this Club" Attitude. They are usually forced to come. I dun like this, I want to make this club more lively and more running on its own. This is what i am going to accomplished and my only achievement that will outshine all the achievement i made. Sorry if u think, you waste 5 minutes of your life, reading my post, Sorry.

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 21:05;

I really have been thinking the school is mad and crazy in planning and making planning. Why the hell would they want a cross country at the mid day of afternoon. I was like sweating profusly when i reached there though the bus was cold. So it all started in the morning, had 2 piece of bread with 1 cup of coffee. I seriously need coffee to keep me going if not i would either fall asleep or faint. Then Geography, still never bring my file, heng never scold me haha. Then E-Maths, the biggest scheldue for next week, extra class, ssp and remedial. Wah Laosssssss.....Then A-Maths, Heng teacher never scold again. Our Recess was dominated by mdm koh, Freak, Lucky i ate more than usual in the morning if not i would be growling.
After school which ended earlier at about 11.20am. I went to find mr khai, which was in lab 3. Started to prepare equipments. Was told on last week, the school had external vendor to mend sound, i was like what?????? But when i reached there, the sound system was like so basic with only knobs to control worse, there was noone to vend the system, i was like where are all the level and high mid low. i was expecting bigger than what it turned out. Probably school got budget haha.
Anyway, their term of external vendor was not there, i tot they go to the toilet. haiiz, so budget until no people come and help.Lucky still was saved by us.
Im so tired while waiting for people to come in in finish line. i really felt like sleeping]

At about 6pm, we were like so ready to go home but the bus left without us, we were like though we were stranded on the park. Lucky, i and edmund went back school by ms tan's car.
We were like planning how to go back school, lucky, we made it out of tampanis through TPE. Reached school, wanted to archive the pictures, bronson say monday then do. WTF???
Then on the way home, i saw andy whose face look so glum and black, must be unhappy during CNY performance. Anyway, i gotta go and rest, Bye World!!

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:19;

Anyway, today is pretty not so straight forward....Can my day get any worse than today?
First lesson E-Maths, Blame that Taufiq, Our class was like so screwed by ms shen,that lady devil.
Seriously, i was fucked badly today, had to stay back due to incomplete work, Freak, Blame that curve ruler i bought at popular,it is so hard and my graph turned out so zig zaggy. Had to re-draw that line, lucky i was like 2nd to complete because the last person had to pass to ms shen the 8 people book, im so in the anti-ms shen mood.....Then gave our test and re-test result, i was merely passed 16/32(total) Test 4/16(i didn't study, due to u know who wanted to talk to me) Re Test 12/16(for once i passed her test), i bet big time im gonna attend her remedial. After maths, i went round seeking for flexible curve and graph paper. That lady devil said do not bring graph paper and flexible curve anymore, but she said she wanted to use today. Freak, I was like Awww FUCK. Then Chinese Lesson, continued our zhao ju ce yen, Sianz....i didn't study 1 bit, bet i failed big time. CME lesson came, haha pretty much got screamed and shouted by mdm koh, Due to people gambling at the basketball court and certain person got caught with ciggarettes. Mdm koh screamed at us. Then now my CME file is fuxxing missing. Freak Sia, I wish that person return my file and fuck off my file and dun take without permission. SS pretty bores, Friday recess became SS Period, probably no recess for us. Sianz.......(friday has a lot fried stuff).

Then afternoon got committee meeting. I seriously hate a few person. They apprently hate me yet still stab me (chinese we say, Zai Ren Bei Hou Cha Yi Dao).I was pretty blank at a certain times. I really cant imagine how the new committee gonna survive if everyone is so playful when everyone is friends and dun work together, am i and clement gonna work our asses out. Im so not gonna get so involved in these piece of shit cca.

Im trying to refrain from swearing, last sunday church class made me feel very guilty and hopeless as a christian. I really have offended god and really feel so hurt if i am the god and people hurt me like this. I really feel so hopeless as a christian.

Bye peeps, I really need to think over and make up my mind till then i really need to fan xing.


To KeTat: If you are reading this, Please Cheer Up Kay? World is not ending if those ******* and ******** dun like you, then tit for tat, butter for fats. Dun care them, Crying does not mean u are an ah gua. Seriosuly who never cry in their whole life, everyone cries probably, you are in ur state of puberty, Emotion may not be able to control and when you are happy you feel down...OK Stop the Biology, im so never take biology in school, Anyway Cheer Up K? Hope to see you in CCA soon!!

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:02;

School is so gonna get boring,
Im so in the hate school Mood
Apparently, a miracle happened today,
Soon Tat finally talk to me regularly.
I was like " Soon tat jiang hua leh"
He only keep quiet but give me that smile.
OO......This is a miracle.
Apprently,there are secrets kept by some people,
I discovered that the certain person is hiding something.
I really cannot imagine larry and a few person joining Infocomm Club Committee,
I really cannot take it.
Innospace cannot take too much noise
but still got so much noise, larry and eddie playing like mad,
a few people shouting and playing
Freak Sia, I feel so like bashing them,
So fucking noisy.
Anyway, sorry for inactiveness, im so not going to post,
as weekdays are spent with studies and dramas
Weekend is either spent with family,friends or church.
Bye World, will asap post again
untill then,BYE!!!

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:59;

Sorry for the lag of posts this whole week
To the No Balls Guy who left a message(which i deleted) without his name: No Balls dun dare leave ur name, Khai is the best guy to save Media Club, What's ur fucking problem? I showed the mr khai the message, i also check ur IP Address, Noob Shit dun leave name go singtel check, sure find ur fucking beautiful name.


Sorry about all the fuck and fuck words up dere, this is wad happen when i am super angry. This few days is super busy, i am like so stressed out, fighting for the rights of innospace, but i think its 90% confirmed closed, and that ms goh, say " i'm trying to find a room with air conditioned for u all" i doubt she would do that, but i must say this is the only word that ever assured me. Yesterday while on Media Duty, heard the sec 2 streaming talk, this world is getting so integrated, this year they got computer studies, so good, i oso wan. Then O level now got physical education, so good, SAD..........but i oso cannot join haha. super unfit, ok i shall stop here, so tired.

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 12:14;

I hate mondays, must have PE, this week and next week conditioning for cross country, i oso not running still need run like mad, and my throat gets very dry after about 1.2km run furthermore, have to endure for 1 more round, apparently, i am super unfit. then after running still need do so many things sianz........i hate mondays.....this week super lots of test, sianz....ting xie oso havent study, die le lah

我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:17;

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