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Friday, April 24
Worst day of my life
I just couldn't rate today but one thing i know is that today is the WORST day of my life. Morning seems peaceful but argues were heard. Dragged out and gave a heartful scolding. Seriously, i choose to care to not to care but one thing i know is that my intention is for the club and not for myself. I am trying to protect the name to prevent misunderstood. You just don't understand my intention. I feel that our distance are getting further away. I could have just left without a word and bo chup everything but i chose to care because i still care for the club. We are trying our best and you just scold us for no reason. Things must not be speed if not the consequences will be disastrous. I wish i would have died or something. I CRIED, Indeed i cried. I just couldn't take it anymore. I feel so fed up and furstrated. I couldn't even concentrate in class. Just want to let you know, my intention is still first on the club. I can choose to concentrate on my studies but im placing the club on one of the items which needs high attention. Indeed i do not know where are you coming from but do you know? I felt so angry, so wrongly accused, like a victim given a death penalty. I feel the same as you, fed up. Nobody wants it to turn out this way. It's the school's fault for that. We just need a little more understanding. We need the teachers to take care of the discipline if not we will have hard time ahead. But now, seriously this thought shoot my mind before. Quit my position and leave the CCA. Great, i've this thinking means my brain is still working and not dead.
Btw thanks mavis and TYH for your concerns, Greatly accepted.
Recess called to see mr raj. another heartful scolding. Seriously, i do not like how he ask us exercise non-stop. I feel so tired and drained off. Especially a long day ahead of us. I feel so tired and just give up everything.
Conclusion, I CHOOSE TO CARE. AND ANY SHAKES CAN CAUSE MY MINDSET TO CHANGE. I COULD HAVE JUST LEFT THIS DAMN POSITION AND CONCETRATE ON MY STUDIES INSTEAD OF GROWING MORE WHITE HAIR ON MY HEAD FOR THIS CLUB. RMB, I CHOOSE TO CARE!!!!!
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:53;