Thursday, May 28
Disaster
Today im so in a deep shit hole. Endangering my Leadership Post. What The?!?! You all might be wondering. Just because two incident, it cause a big fire. Im dam shit la now.... just now meeting felt like crying. I've served so long now they just want to kick me out. I even sacrificed my gaming time for her and yet she just kick me in the butt. I really don't understand. It really makes me wonder if i even exist. My contributions are just forgotten. I really wish to change but do you all even allow me a chance to re-do. I really want a forgiveness, I knew that it was my mistake... and yada yada........ But, Haiiz, guess if that's the end, it ends surely but sadly. this is just not my desired ending. Neither be a quitter nor a person who suffers. I really want to be friends back with you all, catch up with you all, play with you all, i just need a chance, I really want to change. Give me one chance, and i will change. I really need to think hard for 1 month, THINK, Give up or not? Quit or Suffer?
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 19:04;
Wednesday, May 27
Total Disaster.....
This week is just a total disaster for me. Can any weeks get any worse than i am having now.... Argue with friends, broke out with friends, storming off during a meeting. Haiiz... just because of 1 incident, it cause my whole week to crumble and fall. Sometimes i really wish to just die in a hole or what so ever. It is so tiring to be me,
TO: Weiling (If you are still reading this)
I'm terribly sorry, please forgive me, i did not go into further investigation and just blame you for it. I apologise for my deed.
Anyway, this week is a total rush for me. I keep saying to myself "Holidays are coming, Hang on, i can do it." but i kept getting crumbled and fall just like a statue, doomed to crumble. Haiiz.... i really wish to come back as friends (you know who you are) I kept telling myself" i hate being called SALTY.... Mountain, okay lor call all you wan, Touching okay, no problem, calling my salty, UNFORGIVABLE...Remember a incident where i almost beat someone up in primary school for calling me salty. My friend stopped my punch, lucky him if not tio disicipline case. Hmmm... dam tired now, coming back on maple, which is dam boring, bo motivation. Okay bah, this post is for those who requesting me to update. Byez
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:53;
Wednesday, May 20
Lethargic Day
Start off with some rants:
I'm so dissapointed in you. Ever since you ask us to stop planning the camp. I lost all my trust towards you. Giving us empty promises and giving air talks
Air talks are the worst and in my Penalty Book, IS DEATH! If we had finish what we had to, there wouldn't be today at all. HIM2 was right, you are just a coordinator, WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH? I am so DISSAPOINTED
[/Rants]
Although today was the last day of exams. I am not happy at all. I feel so lethargic. Every Year, i would look forward to the holidays but this year im not. DUE TO HIM. Seriously lah, If we had done what we had to, We wouldn't let our asses burned by Flamethrowers. You only protect yours and not ours. SAD!! Anyway, stop the ranting already. "NO, Im Trying but I CANT" Try Harder " I gave my 101% stopping" STOP!!!! "OKAY!"
LOL, just some randomness. Anyway, Geography was ok... can pass can le. Then Maths Paper 2. Ms Shen never teach 1 part, LIAOZ...... Forgive and Forget, let it be a lesson. And im so dissapointed in Fizziks. TERMINAL VELOCITY and i forgotten. Man...i suck.... Anyway, Glad that exams are over. MY PLAN WAS Disrupted. Due to you know who who stop us from planning. If not i could have went to watch movie. SIANZ....!!! Tmr still need go school. CURSE HIM lah, stop us from planning. KNS.... Anyway ending here, feeling so down now....
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 18:07;
Sunday, May 17
FUN Yet Tiring
Hello Humans, I'm Back. Let's Start off with Saturday
Saturday was a fun and fruitful day. Church Had Ball Games. Haha, We won the 2nd place. Yea!! It was very fun playing together, sharing the love with Other members. Haha!! Thank God, For the fruitful weather he provide us on saturday. It was sunny yet windy. Anyway, I met Yee Hern for lunch at KFC. Then we reach labrador park at 3.30pm Started playing some ice-breakers. Then the Tournament Started. Everyone showed their best. But we still overcome the obstacles and got in 2nd. HAHA!! Then Dinner at Subway. Talked about gaming and addictions. Wow, fruitful topic for me though. Went home and slept. I MISSED THE TIME WHERE MY FAMILY DRANK VODKA WITHOUT ME. As i was sleeping, my sister tried calling me awake but fruitless. Sian, i thought i could drink. Yea maybe after exams. haha.
Sunday which was today was the first in my year to go Service. Woke up at 7+ and reached church at 8++. Kinda late because i reached harbourfront at 8.45. I thought im gonna be late but though i reached on time. haha. Sang some praise and Sermon was about Praying to Idols. The first sermon which i could successfully understand. Haha, always cannot understand de. :) A Fruitful Sermon. Then the Youth Praise Time then study about Caleb (one of the Twelve Spies sent to Spy on Cannan) Knew more about him. Then Alexandra Road for Bak Kut Teh. Awesome+All.!!! Then Homed, Brandon is so fast in R.C lah!!! Ytd see him 27k now 32k Wa Laoz!!
"Man...I Blast my BILL for Wi-Fi. How stupid am i, So gonna Get Grounded with a $382 handphone bill"
Crap, I learn to use my phone properly.....
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 19:06;
Thursday, May 14
100th Post (Special Post, very long de)
Happy 100th post to my blog... Yeaaaa....
Anyway back to topic. Hmmm, What can destroy your day? For me rain and that someone. He wans me to give up on family rule and friends with him? God, help me, how can i ever get rid of pests.... Pest company?...ooppps sorry is HUMAN Pest. He is so annoying. Spreading rumours and somemore scolding on my blog, blaming me as starter. You don't even understand what we have even talked? Starter was me? Great, HUMAN PEST....Listen Fellow Read-ers... Trust me or not, its up to you. But the real starter was him, pesting everyone when his own department is not functioning well? WHO IS HE to be involved when his own department is not working well. I am happy with video thats why eddie is allowed to come. Listen up, REALISE YOUR MISTAKE....
Okay back to today after ranting. Today was not so awesome day and quite a good day except for that raining and floooding part. How i wish i've got a ferari that changes to anything i want. From car change to a big, big , big umbrella so that i never get wet. Anyway, as usual with my broken umbrella, im walking on a lonely road with students just like how the water particle gathers on the ground. so crowded... Anyway,. reached school as usual. Waited at GO as usual. Just that i've the mindet. "God, im being molested everyday." By RUSSELL LEONG JUN HUI AND TAN YAN HENG. Both these perverts.....using my latest technology, Pervert-o-Matic. Their pervertness level is almost as Jiraiya (Naruto's Fictional Character). Anyway, SS, i was like rushing having the thought of not completing and getting screwed with IMCOMPLETE word on my paper, which i drastically hate it. Anyway, SS, finished it in 1hr29mins. Screwing with the string that does not tie together. Went on with Soon tat and shi jie to study a-maths. I was like CRAP, 2hrs on the table without moving. Hoping that Identities does not come out cos i obviously did not study for it. But I got 1 question on it. CRAP, hope i get marks for it, obviously with some wierd workings i created and got the answer from the calculator. Handed up, Larry told me that the partial fraction part B was improper. I WAS " CRAP, I NEVER DO LONG DIVISION." FREAK, thinking that it must be a lie and hoping it was a lie. Met Mrs Tan, she confimed it was improper. CRAP LA, ate a duck rice with ultimate dooooooommmmmmmmmssssssssss with 99.9% sadness in it. I lost a total of 16+7 marks.that is a whole of 23 marks. CRAP..... Hoping that i still get a "A" which seems imposible on the question that i've the confidence cos i srewed it ytd in my mind. Now, "B" would be hard to escape from me cos I MUST GET A "B" at least... So A-Maths finishing crying hard also done. Let's just hope i get a low A2...that's all i want. Anyway, CL LC is so hard, which i completely anyhow scribble answers hoping to get marks of the Uber Dooms.... Haiiz, Maths paper 1 tmr, hope i pass it... Except for the make the subject question which i do not know at all. Hoping i could pass tmr with flying colours, Good Bye...
"You've come to the end of the Reading Comprehension Examination, Good Bye!" *Old Chinese songs Plays"
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 18:06;
Tuesday, May 12
Tired Day
每一步我走 ，
每一个小时我过 ，
我越来越怕 ，
不知道要怎样走，怎要过。
Today was a boring day, Except for the part where i almost succeded raping TYH if not for that 4 v 1 Assault from them. DAMN, Interuption, Im so Lmao to have believe Russell's words, How Untrustable of him. Anyway, Felt tired Curse THAT PANADOL. It make me feel lethargic. I just hope time would move faster that time. Then after school, GO BBT shop. Drank my mango fizzy. Tease each other about "Sha-Ren" LOL, new term probably bah. Anyway,A-Maths SSP drags. Feeling so lethargic, anyway ending here, Byez
Kelvin
Korh relinked me ! Jiayous for MYE
- Orh, You Too, Best of all my Luck. Miss-ed our Get-Amping where we own Team Championship. Hahaz.
KT
Yi Xian, whatever happens, I'll side you. Don't worry
- Thanks, Glad that you are still with me.
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:44;
Monday, May 11
Scared and Afraid
With each passing moment...
With each passing hour...
i grew more scared and scared.
wondering will anyone side me?
Anyway, today boring day.
Mouse-Hunting all day. My life grew more into Facebook. Addicted?!?! Anyway, feeling so alone now. Devotions are the only thing is encouraging me now. Church frens like "Double-A" Lao Shi, Ian Lao Shi are also my supporting pillar. The most biggest and heavy pillar is still GOD. But... Im still not ready for that step. I am still lack FAITH. I dun trust him, Sin-ed. Sunday, i finally knew How did god treat those sinners? Burned and Bury under stones. Oh My Gosh, wish-ed it would not apply here.
Ending Herez...Byez School as usual tmr
yanheng "yiiiiiiiixiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"
- "Omg, Pervert!!"
A' licia(: "hahas, i dontknow leis, cant smell?"
- I thought it will have a very wierd Smell
DARILYN "relinks"
larry "relinks :)"
-Relink-ed =)=)
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 19:27;
Friday, May 8
MYE
Today was English MYE, quite easy, considered easy to the practices we have done. Got Confindence can pass. So, MYE coming up, so gotta buck up, Must get good progress awardthis year, last year get eagles, this year must get eagles and the good progress award haha, 300 bucks man.... easy money. MUST GET GOOD PROGRESS AWARD HMMMM!!!! Anyway, life's still acceptable, less stress now, Feeling more look forward to each day attitude. COS HOLIDAY"S COMING, Hope swine flu attacked singapore, so school close earlier. ending here, byez...
Funny Conversation
YX " Mas Selamat ytd get caught"
Geogina" Really ah"
YX " Yea, this morning the newspaper put so big"
Geogina " Aiya, escape liao wan get caught for wad? SO STUPID, wan run run far away la"
YX " He ran to johor"
Geogina" WA LAO!!! LOL"
I was laughing lol.
shijie "haha i getting a life here pls let me through >.<"
- Sure, You're Welcomed here. Dun need to fight with alex de, let him spam all he wan
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 16:00;
Wednesday, May 6
Bored
Long time never post le, just a fill updates in my class. Felt more welcomed in the class :) thx everyone, especially with new TYH and mavis combo, yan heng call EEEEE XXXXXUUUAAAANNN ( i heard this ) then mavis will *Ahem* me. LOL, today the combo started again, when mavis came i quickly you know duck down cover my *ahem* then she keep *ahem* me. LOL, it was fun though, how she keep missing haha....(not laughing at her :) ) Then monday Napfa, had a terrible stomachache. Must be a diahreoa make my whole body to sore and tired. Felt so terrible that day. i just hope holidays come more sooner lorz, i wish after the june holidays reach grandmaster in mousehunt. So hard to survive in the lab lah. Hmmmm, Hope i get well soon, and the LONG Owed TAGS REPLES!!!
larry "syx i support u.... u rox man:buttrock:"
- ZZZ, like i fighting with someone like that, elections maybe like that
KT "Just out of curiosity, who is the "he" you keep blabbing about?"
- Told you le
A' licia(: "HELLO YIXIAN(: takecares uhs, cause yea, stomach pain in th morning right?"
- Thx, replied ur tag in ur tagboard
KT "curse Yong Shun! He will die! I miss doing morning duty with you guys sia >.>"
- No use cursing him, NVM bah
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 18:21;
Monday, May 4
Tired
I feel so tired suddenly (Heys, I'm Always Tired ) Anyway, today napfa test, had a terrible stomachache in the morning, afternoon still ache a little. I just feel so ****-ed suddenly. Had a surprise, the board was nicely done ( THX M,TYH AND Bron) I really like it very much. If other committee are half as nice as them, i would be 100% on my studies. MH 95% le, 5 more %. Most probably by tmr will master. Wahahahahaha, gonna miss CC and i had caught 2 foxy mouse ytd and today. hahaz pwnz. Anyway ending here, dun feel like replying to tags. Tag more often but no spam pls, thx
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 19:26;
Friday, May 1
Boring
Today was such a boring day. Fancy talking to "someone" on the phone ytd nite for like 40 mins. I hope if you are reading this post, you should know where am i coming from. I hope you understand my intention. Anyway today watch movie at home while mousehunt-ing. i want become master by next week. HMMM!! Get OUT OF CALM CLEARING ASAP. I've not been getting my stupid splitered wood. I need 4 and only get 3. DAMN! yet my bro already get 4 le. Jealous. Kz ending here, super tired
我觉得很累，我从来没那么累过！ 我应不应该放齐，谁能给我开一条新路？, 20:06;